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Helena and I were best buddies at work. We could talk about anything (and did) except sex. Now, I enjoy talking about sex as much as the next girl but she is gorgeous and exudes sexuality and I desired her. Problem was she was married and I do not go there. Well, not unless the husband or wife is ok with it and, ideally, joins in. And anyway, I had no reason at all to suspect she might be interested in a woman as more than a friend. Still she was a beautiful person as well a gorgeous plus having that je ne sais quoit that reeks of sexuality.

Then the day came when she asked if we could have lunch outside instead of the cafeteria. Teary eyed she told be her husband had been trying to hook up with a dominatrix. She has gone down to the kitchen after he had left for work and found his secret e-mail address open and found what he was looking for in an ad on Craigslist . To his credit he admitted he was married, in love but he claimed that she was so submissive and he longed to be dommed and and just taken and made to suffer. She showed me a copy of the ad. To his credit he admitted being married and in love but said he just wanted something a bit different. It did not appear that he had any luck on his search but that was beside the point. I did not know what to say so I just hugged her “And, damn him”, she wailed, “I always wanted to get a bit kinky with him but he was always in charge and he is soooo good I always just let him.” I continued to hug her but my mind was racing. This was not the totally conservative woman I thought I knew. Then she totally blew my mind. “I even suggested to him that we find a woman to share. I have always been curious about being with a woman and would love to see him with another woman.” I was finding that sweet Helena had a deliciously dirty mind. My mind was racing and my instinct was to kiss her right there and then but I held off. I just said that had some ideas but wanted to think about them.

The next day I asked Helena to go out to lunch. I told her I had been thinking and that seeing he wanted a dominatrix maybe he should have two. Then I told her my plan. She stared at me for a minute and then her mouth curled in a deliciously sexy smile. “I had always thought you were totally straight but I have to tell you that, ever since we met, when I have fantasized about a woman, it was you.” This was too much. I took her hand and led her to the restroom and there we indulged in the kiss we both had been dreaming of. I whispered to her “Call your husband and tell him you will be home late tonight.” In response, she bit my ear. Oh, my God, I had dreamed about her but here it was real and I came, hard. The last thing I wanted to do was go back to work, but it was time. Thank God I had nothing really pressing to do because I could not keep my mind off Helena. I cursed the fact that I only had my modest “work” lipstick and then ran down to a nearby drugstore and bought my favorite vamp color. Finally it was time to go home and I went over to Helena’s office. She looked at me and said “that lipstick won’t stay on for long.” By some miracle we got an elevator to ourselves and were all over each other. It was as much as I could do to straighten up before the doors opened and walk out not touching her. We walked to my condo which is just down the street and we went in. I had assumed that, as it would be her first time with a woman, I would need to take the lead. When tried to, however, set whispered, please let me. We kissed for the longest time, then she nibbled on my ear and kissed down my throat while unbuttoning my blouse and unsnapping my bra, then kissed down my belly while taking off my skirt. Dear God, no one could ever have guessed that she had never gone down on a girl before. I had three orgasms right in a row and resisted the fourth as long as I could and when I finally gave in I squirted for the first time ever. She took her face away and with cum running down her face grinned “I guess I must be good.” Finally I was allowed to undress her and oh my lord. I knew from seeing her dressed that she had a sexy body and I knew she worked out but I was not prepared for a goddess. She was totally toned, had D cup breasts that would not support a pencil and, to my relief, she was totally shaved. I do not like hair in my mouth. I took a nipple in my mouth and took the other between my fingers and she groaned but when tried to lay her on the bed she pushed me back and climbed over my face. I could see how she could be a good dominatrix. Now it was my turn to get my face wet. And my sheets wet. She just Oed over and over. Eventually she sighed and got off and snuggled up against me. I took her hand and suddenly realized how small her hands were. I took her hand to my pussy and she started to play with my clit. That was exciting but not what I was looking for. Deeper, I whispered. She ventured a finger in. All of them I said. Suddenly she figured out where I was going and patiently worked until her whole fist entered. and I had the longest and best O I can ever remember having. I am not normally a screamer and so not remember screaming but she said all my neighbors had to have heard. When she took out her hand I continued to cum but finally calmed down and kissed her. I started to play with her pussy wanting to see if I could do the same for her and had thoughts of bringing out my strapon but she said she really had to head home. I sighed and thought, well, something to save for the next time and I knew there would be many more times. Even after she got dressed it took her about fifteen minutes to leave as we just did not want to let go of it.

When she left I got online, found her husband’s ad and responded to it pretending to be a dominatrix who would be visiting town and would bring my whip and flogger and if he could get me interested I might meet him for a drink at the hotel bar and if I deemed him worthy bring him to my room. I attached a moderately sexy picture. I went to go to bed and found a soggy mess. There would be no sleeping in that bed tonight. I threw the wet bedding into the washer and went to sleep on the couch. I had a difficult time sleeping thinking of what had just happened and what was still to be and I gave myself another couple of Os before finally falling asleep from sheer exhaustion.

In the morning I checked my e-mail, and sure enough there was an e-mail from Jim (Helena’s husband) telling me a bit about him and what he desired including some pain and attaching a picture of an absolute hunk. I wrote back and promised to contact him when my schedule was firmed up. Helena and I arrived at work at the same time and it was all I could do to greet her normally. The elevator we got on was crowded and she used that as an opportunity to rub up against me which drove me to distraction. I was so glad we did not work together because I do not know how I could have done it that day. Again we went out to lunch so that we could hatch our plans. First we had to get Helena an appropriate outfit and a whip and flogger. I had a sexy black leather dress that would do considering I had to appear in public. The next question was how we would tie him down as the typical hotel bed has nothing to tie anyone to. Then I remember reading about a hotel in town that offered suites with four poster beds. Then I asked her how he was in bed. She said that she had only had two guys before him and no one else since so she did not have much to compare him to but that he totally satisfied her, was good for 6-7 times a night (my jaw dropped) and after he had come a couple of times could make the next one last until she begged him to come. Then she grinned slyly and said that the first time came so fast that she would just give him oral and if the volume of cum had anything to do with making babies, she would have no difficulty when they were ready for that. I asked about size. She said that the first time she saw him she was scared he was so big. I thought it could never fit, she said, but it fitted just fine. We picked Thursday of the next week as the day because, as she said, she needed to practice with the whip. We had a too brief make out session in the ladies room and went back to work. That night I e-mailed Jim specifying a date and place and promised that if he was even a minute late I would be gone. I got an email back in the morning with the promise that he would be there. I called the hotel and made the reservation.

After work that evening we went to a local bdsm shop and picked out a whip and flogger. Then a very hot outfit for her that you could not wear in public. Well, later she did but at the Exotic, Erotic Ball and the Folsom Street Fair and they are different matters altogether.We added a pair of thigh high platform boots that took her from an already statuesque 5-11 to 6-7. I decided I wanted a pair like that too even though they might be a bit much in public. This was getting expensive but she said that Jim was paying for it all whether he knew it or not and he could afford it. Then I tried on Helena’s outfit and she took a picture of me in it with the whip so that I could send it to Jim.

The next day was Friday and that bummed me because I would not see her again until Monday. Come lunch time I said, lets go to my condo and lunch on each other and we did but an hour is not enough.

Monday something occurred to me and I asked her if he liked anything to do with his ass. Her mouth went in an ooo and said he loved he loved a prostate massage when getting a BJ. So, I said, do you want to use the strapon on him or should it be me? Both she said. She also said that he has a meeting on Thursday evening in Sacramento and that he would not be home that night. We grinned.

That week was like a dream. We had to be discreet but when we could we snuck off for a kiss and a feel and two days she went home with me for an all too brief love making session. I just hated that she had to get dressed and go though and reached out for her in the morning.

We had decided to take Thursday off and met for a late breakfast. For the first time I kissed her in public and she kissed me right back, starers be damned. About noon we went to the hotel to check in, figuring we could at least stow our stuff there but, even though check in was not until 3pm they were able to give us our suite. It was ridiculously lavish but we loved it. I was a little puzzled as to why she had a man’s shirt and pants in her suitcase but said nothing. We had hours to go and had time to explore each other and we did. I could not recall ever being so content.

It got time to meet Jim and I got dressed. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought that those boots were really a bit much but kept them on anyway. I was quite nervous. I really am not dominant and was not sure I could pull it off. Oh, I can take charge but the whole master/mistress thing is not me. For my sweet Helena, though, I would do my best.

I had told Jim that demanded punctuality and that if he was not waiting for me I would turn around and leave and there he was. In spite of the pictures I had seen and Helena’s description I was taken aback. He was everything Helena had said and had that special aura about him, just like Helena. How am I going to dom this man I wondered and if it was not Helena’s husband it would never have happened. I sat down, crossed my legs and ordered a Jameson’s. We made some small talk and then I said to him, so you want to cheat on your wife? Yes, he said, and I expect to be punished for it. You will be I said and gave him the spare key to the room and said I was going upstairs to change and in fifteen minutes he should come in. I got back up to the room and Helena was in her outfit and I went creamy and wanted her right there. We had a long kiss, redid our lipstick and I got out of sight (though I could peek) and she stood in front of the door, legs apart and the whip in her hand. Eventually the door opened and Jim just stared. Helena said close the door you fool. When he did not (he was just too astonished) the whip snaked out and curled around his leg. She had been practicing. He closed the door. So, you wanted a dominatrix she said and he nodded. Well, now you have two and on cue I came into view, flogger in hand. She walked up to him and hit him across the face with the handle of the whip and grabbed his hair and walked him to the bed. To be honest, I was a bit dismayed. This was not any place I had ever been or wanted to be but it was my Helena. She grabbed his shirt and tore it off, sending buttons flying. Now I saw why she had a shirt in her suitcase. Then she ripped his pants apart and, oh my god, she revealed a magnificent erection. It would have been magnificent even if of ordinary size but now I understood why Helena had wondered if it would fit in. If it had been just him and me I would have dropped to my knees and paid homage to it but I had a role to play. I whacked him hard across the butt with the flogger and snarled how dare you want to cheat on your sweet Helena. He groaned and I expected him to lose his erection but, if anything, it got harder. We finished undressing him. There was a cruel welt on his leg where the whip had hit, his face was red where she had hit him and his ass was swelling where I had flogged him but he did not seem to care. We tied him down. When my knots were a bit loose Helena snarled make them tight and I did. Then we kissed. And we kissed. We made slow, langurous love as though he were not there. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Jim and his erection which never faltered but I never let on. I really wanted to honor it but I was also lost in Helena. Finally, after multiple Os (thank god we had put towels beneath usthis time) she turned her attention to Jim. So, you bastard, you could not tell me what you wanted. She smacked him across the face but started to stroke his cock. It did not take long and everything she said about quantity was true. She took a mouthful and we kissed long and deep his cum running down our chins. We continued to make love until he got hard again. I whispered to her that wanted that cock. I wondered how we were going to handle this and still be dominant but she mounted his face and I his cock and we kissed and caressed each other. He came so hard I could actually feel the force of his gushing. This was punishment?

I looked at Helena and patted my ass and she nodded. We cut the ropes but told him not to get any ideas and to bend over the bed. I put on the strapon and wanted to lubricate him but Helena said make him suffer so I took his unlubricated ass. I squeezed his balls and he only got harder. After a while Helena said turn him over and she rode his cock, whipping him as she went.

When he was done I said to her that we still had not used the strapon on each other. We tied Jim back, thoroughly cleaned off down the strapon and I also produced a small butt plug and begged her to used that but beggger her, not unlubricated. I whispered, why don’t we make a wet spot for Jim to sleep in?

Finally we went to sleep. In the morning I gave in to my urgings and rode Jim’s cock and Helena took the strapon and rode my pussy. And then Jim said what a fool I have been. If it had been me I would have melted but Helena just swiped him. I took the strapon and told him to bend over. He obeyed and while I screwed him Helena fingered me. Why did we not we have a second strapon? Finally Helena allowed him to screw me and I loved it. She whacked his ass all the time.

We became a regular trio. They got so into bdsm that I had to ask that their time with me should be vanilla. Once a week or so Helena would spend the night with just me and was just my sweet Helena with no hint of wanting to inflict on me what she inflicted on Jim. . OK, I loved the threesomes but loved our alone times best. It started as an extention of our friendship that now included our sexuality But for me it grew to the much more than that. Sure, Jim was a very nice guy once you got over the wanting to have an affair thing and he was a magnificent lover and had no desire for him outside of Helena and me.

So, my problem was I wanted to have a child and did not want to have it as a single mother though I was prepared to if necessary. The problem was that I was not interested in anyone but Helena. If I had to I could live without her but for a long time it would be with a broken heart. I knew she loved Jim and I did not want to mess with that so I decided I needed to break it off and go on with my life. And suffer the broken heart. Still I needed to talk to her. Then, a surprise, she asked me for together time at her place. When I got there, instead of taking be straight to bed she wanted to sit on the patio with brandy and a cigar, usually our after sex thing. She said remember how I said I was curious about being with a woman? Well, I just wanted you. And I still want you for the rest of my life. Jim knows that I love him and always will but that I love you and always will and he can share. I was stunned. I went to her and kissed her and told her I would always be hers. Up to then our lovemaking had this urgency as if it would not ever happen again. This time it had an urgency too but a contented urgency. I could tell her that I loved her. Over and over again. Could I come to live with her? Yes, yes, yes I said and held her and kissed her and loved her. My heart was bursting. I told her I wanted a baby and she said wouldn’t it be wonderful if they shared a parent. You would not mind me having a child by Jim, I asked and her hug told me no. Today I am five months pregnant and she is six months pregnant. We really wanted to get pregnant at the same time but that is not the way it worked out. I am a content woman. I love Helena and she loves me. I wish that I could love Jim as she does but, as we all three accept the situation it is OK.

It took us a while to come out but all of us had family we had to come out to and then there was work but we handled it.

From one happy woman.

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Contented bisexual woman living in a triad

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