As I loaded my groceries a van drove by. I felt uneasy, sensing fear as it slowly passed. The windows were dark but I knew I was being ogled. I am 5′3″ about 110 lbs with 38C breasts. Stopping at the market after the gym still in my spandex workout clothes. My blonde hair fixed in a pony tail.
I placed the bags in the trunk and closed the lid. As approached the Driver door I noticed the van circling back. Nervously I dropped my keys, bending over to grab them as it passed.
I quickly opened the door and locked it once inside. As I drove from the store I adjusted the radio and tried to calm myself. You have to understand I am used to being stared at and having suggestive remarks made, but this really spooked me. I can’t quite describe the eerie feeling.
It was Friday night and the boys were with their dad for the week-end. I planned to go home and have a nice relaxing bath. Hitting the garage door button as I turned on my block I zipped in and popped the trunk. Getting out of the car I hit the button again closing the door. I put away my groceries and ran my bath. My boys caled to say goodnight, they were going to an Orioles double-header and didn’t want to wake me later. I lit some candles and put on some music as I stripped and slipped into the warm bubbly tub. I lied back closing my eyes letting the work weeks anxieties flee. As I lie there, the music soothing me as I let my hands glide over my flesh. Since the divorce these baths were my only source of sexual release. I enjoyed teasing my nipples as it sends a tingling down between my legs. As I gently knead my breast rolling my erect nipple between my fingers. I swirl my fingertips in my soft pubic hair. As the music fades from one song to the next. This time though as I pressed my fingers into my mound the music changed. The soft gentle sound became loud and thumping street music. I opened my eyes an a large man with a masked face stood over the tub. My mouth opened wide as I tried to scream, but I couldn’t. i felt tears streaming from my eyes as he reached for my hair lifting me dripping from the tub. I was breathing heavily beginning to sob as his hand slapped across my face. Pulling my head up by my hair he pulled me from the bathroom, draggging me into my bedroom. Wincing crying I opened my eyes to see at least three other people all masked rummaging through my drawers. A woman came forward wielding a knife. She was harsh as she commanded the men to undress. I stood naked wet and trembling as three of them disrobed. Stammering I began to express fear “Why? What do you want? pleasee I begged as she looked me up and down. She was very tall but slim wearing a jumpsuit. She pushed the blade toward me pressing the tip onto my aureola. My nipple stiffed at touch of the cold steel. “Very nice” she quipped. Then turning to men, who had lined up standing naked, she told them to hand her their belts. Turning to me she commanded me to get on the bed. I hesitated, she swiped the knife grazing my upper arm about a two inch scratch quickly turned red and began to sting. “Find some alcohol” she commanded one of the men. I retreated back onto the rubbing the wound. She approached holding the knife out. Barking another command to the men to secure me with their belts. I screamed as a belt was wrapped around each arm. The man came from the bathroom with rubbing alcohol and proceeded pouring on my wound. She was laughing as I shrieked. The men took the ends of their belts and pulled my arms up and over my head securing them.through tears and cries I watched as the woman unzipped her jumpsuit. Her breasts sprang free much larger than mine her aureola were dark and her nipples very long. She made a kissing sound and immediately one of the men locked his mouth over one of her nipples. She snapped her finger and each of the other men dropped to bed and took my nipples into their mouths. Their warm wet mouths wrapping each nipple and their tongues stabbing them into the flesh of my breasts.I wiggled underneath to no avail as they sucked greedily on my erect nubby buds. My body was fighting my mind as I began to enjoy the sensation. Sobbing as I felt pussy tingle. The woman suddenly clapped her hands and the men stepped back. “Now” She beckoned the man who had been sucking her breast. He slid a chair behind her and rolled the jumpsuit from her shoulders. She sat as he peeled the legs from her suitI watched as she grabbed his head and pushed his face between her legs. She held him there a few moments before pushing him away. “Secure her ankles and get the case” She said as she rose from the chair moving toward the bed. Straps were quickly tied at my ankles my strength no match for the thugs in control. She moved near me hovering over my face her breats swaying above my mouth. “Open wide” bitch she said as she pressed forward her nipple mashing against me my mouth opened as her hand positioned her erect nipple.
I felt my legs being pulled apart and lifted as she ground her tit into my face. Something cold between my legs agh! OMG my pussy Noo!! The walls of my tight cunny were stretched suddenly, my scream muffled as she suffocated me with her breast.
She pulled back as I cried I looked to see the handle of a aluminum baseball bat being twisted by one of the men. My pussy lips burning as he worked it. Secured with my legs pulled back causing my ass to be raised. Again she snapped her fingers. tThis time one of the men climbed over my face his fat erect cock pushing into my mouth. He slammed his hips pushing the thick member into my throat I gagged unable to breath as he grabbed my head and began pumping his hips. The baseball bat ripping me apart. I felt myself going limp my body like a ragdoll. I lost conscieness As he rammmed my mouth. I don’t know what went on or for how long. When I awoke I was face down on the bed My hands tied to my ankles behind my back unbale to move as my knees were secure tied opening my legs. As I lifted my head I realised I was between her legs, her wet pussy spread wide, she pulled my face onto her. The taste was so sweet I sucked eagerly as she ground upward into my lapping tongue. I felt hands on my hips and slowly my pussy was opened. I felt the thick warmth of a nice hard cock as I gulped at her sweet nectar. The cock pushing deeper begining to rock rythymically. My head moved from side to side as I ate her sweet pussy. Gyrating my hips grinding back against the rigid penis driving deep into the tight clenching walls of my vagina. Her body shuddered as she began convulsing spraying her juice across my face. My own orgasm building as the cock punneled my cut from behind. My body writhing lips beginning to quiver and suden the gushing flow of my cum as I shook spasming under his weight.
Before I could get my breath I was twisted over and another rock hard cock pushed inside. This man was stiff like I never felt before. I could not breath before another cock filled my mouth. Like a bitch in heat I sucked it deep inside straining my hands trying to reach for and touch and stroke the heavy balls slamming my chin. I saw the woman from the corner of my eye being fucked from behind by the third man. as I goobled the cock I felt the cock plop from my cunt and press against my anus. I winced as he pushed into me, but the pain but a moment as I felt my pussy juices flood over his pumping cock lubricating my taut bung. I orgasmed again as the cock stuffing my mouth spewed its load.
I quivered and trembled as my restraints were loosed. Whimpering in fear and pleasure as the woman kissed my pussy rimming my anus. The men dressed as she caressed me. Grabbing the kife she told me to close my eyes and count 100. When I stopped they were gone!

About the Author

33 y/o divorced mother of two. Baltimore

Im happy to say that Ive been blackmailing my friends wife for oral sex over the last 2 years, over stuff that I found out about her back when they were first going out. These were thingss of a sexual nature, that if found out about, would have caused alott of problems for her in the relationship, and she electd not to tell him.

it was by accident that I was able to find out about this, through one of her friends. and when I was able to find out for sure about it with some research, I decided to confront her about what I found out.

after calling her at her apt, I made sure she was by herself, and then I asked if I could come over. when I got their I wasnt sure what to say so I just showed her what I found. when she saw what it was, she got really wide eyed and looked at me real fast and asked me about other peopllee seeing it and about me telling anybody about it, and was worried that I was going to tell my friend ( her bf ), and a bunch of other stuff about how I found it.

after a long conversation about it, she asked me if I was going to tell on her, and I told her that it all depended on her.
she wasnt sure what I meant, so I went on to tell her that it depended on what motivation I will have to keep quiet, and how persuasive she is going to be for me to not say anything.

she asked me what kind of thingss, cause she really didnt want anything to mess up her relationship cause they were really into each other and she cared about him alott. and askd me what I wanted her to do.

aftr a moment of thinking about it, I then stood up and I told her to stand up too and after she did that I told her to get on her knees. she didnt do it at first but then I told her that if she doesnt want her bf to find out what I found, to get on her knees.

she then hesitantly did what I said, with some coaxing from my hand.

when she was down their on her knees I moved in front of her face and started to undo my pants. as I was doing that, I smiled and lookd at her and told her how much I was going to enjoy this. and that I had been wanting her to do this for a long time.

I took out my dick and put it in front of her face, and told her to suck my cock. I also told her that she better do a good job, cause I got a big load waiting for her.

she just gave me a nasty look. thoughh aftr I startd to push my dick against her lips, she then did what I said.

the moment she wrapped her lips around my dick I knew I made the right decision to do this.
for the next several minutes she continued to suck and lick my cock and balls with the tightest suction I ever had. it was probably cause she was mad at me and was trying to suck it clean off, but I didnt care at the moment, it felt too good.

it is a great feeling to watch her on her knees like that, feeling her lips sliding back and forth on my dick, feeling her desparately sucking my cock. knowing that although she doesnt want to, that she will do it anyways. and she will do it anytime that I want her to if she wants me to keep her secret.

when I felt my balls tightening up I didnt even have time to say anything, she was going so intense on my dick, the feeling of her lips sliding back and forth on my dick I just lost all control. I just grabbed her head with both hands and than started jutting my hips into her face uncontrollably as I shot my load into her throat.

aftr I finished I took out my dick and wiped it on her face and told her she can get back up.

I think she thought at the time that that was a one time thing, but after we straightened up and got cleaned up, I then went on to tell her that what she did that night, that was just the initial deposit.

that if she wants me to stay quiet for good, that I expect many repeat performances.

her and my friend got very serious over the next couple years, and even got married 8 months ago at a very nice wedding.

but even with all that happening, just about every week, over the last 2 years, I make sure that she continues to do a great job persuading me to keep her secret.

most times she will come over to my place while he is at work or while she is pretending to be out with her friends and I will sit in the chair and she will be their on her knees sucking my dick, or we will sometimes be at the dining room table with her under the table while Im doing some work on the computer, while she sucks my dick. but sometimes I will get alittlle daring and make her do it for me in situations that are really risky, like being at her own house in her living room while she is completely nude while her husband is at work.

a week before she was going to be married, her husband was going to be at his bachelor party that weekend.so that gave me the chance to get really dirty with her. so that weekend I told her to come over to my place aftr he leaves, and when she got here, me and a few of my buddies were over playing cards that night.

as these were work friends of mine, I knew that nobody would know her except me. so it was a great chance to let my friends share in the fun for the night.
plus most of them are married and doubted that they even rememberd what a good time feels like.

she saw them and she knew what I was up to and was ready to head out the door, but I went up to her and told her in private that it would be ashame for her bf to know what kind of girl she is this close to the wedding. than I told her she is to go back in and take off her coat and her clothes and I told her shes going to do everything I tell her to do.

she just looked at me with a with a nasty look and walked back into the room and did what I said.

the guys were just sitting their watching what she was doing. they were surprised when she took off her clothes, but they didnt seem to mind. aftr she finshed taking off her clothes and stood their in the nude, I told her and the guys, that she is going to serve us, in whatever way that I want her too, that it will be alott of fun.

aftr I said that, I told the 4 guys, that before we start playing again to stand up and move over to the living room for a moment.

aftr they did that I went over to her, and told her in private that she is to go over their and get on her knees in front of the first guy their and take his pants off than she is to kiss the head of his dick, and then move to the next guy, and she is to do each one of them the same way, and then come over to me and do mine.

aftr I said that, she walked over to them and got on her knees in front of the first guy. I then told them that tonight we are going to be playing with our pants off, and that she is going to help us out of our pants, and get us started.

as she was over their, she proceeded to go from one guy to the next doing what I said. when she finished with them she came over to me and took down my pants and worked my cock out and gave it a quick kiss on the head. then I told her to stay their on her knees, while I told them what we would be doing tonight.

I told them that she is here to do whatever I tell her to do, she will be our service girl throughout the games.

That got them excited. one of my friends there told me that he thought that was pretty hot, and asked me what kinds of thingss will she be doing. with his pants off it was really easy to see that he was turned on by the idea, as he was standing their with a pretty big hard on
I told him that she will do whatever I tell her to do. then I told her to stand up and I told her in private to go over to him and get on her knees and jerk him off on her face.

than as she went over their I told him that I will give him a sample of what I mean.

she went over to where he was, and I told her to get on her knees and do what I told her.

she looked over at me with that look again, then she turned and looked at him and got on her knees.
she kneeled in front of him and took his cock in her hand and started to stroke it in front of her face.
everybody watched as she continued to jerk him off and rub his balls in her hands for several minutes, constantly looking up at him.
he had a major hardon sliding in and out her hands, and it wasnt long before he was busting his nuts all over her face as everybody looked on.
she just kept stroking it ovr and ovr again as it was shooting into her hair and face and dripping down her neck. he definately had alot built up in their.

aftr he was finished cumming on her face, I told her to make sure she licks up every drop off his dick. she stayed their kneeling in front of him cleaning him off as I told the rest of them to take a seat so we could get started with the game.

aftr she was done with my friend, she got up and came ovr to me with the cum still dripping off her face and neck, like I told her to, and my friend took his seat at the table.
while we started playing some poker, I told her to make us some drinks and put some snacks in the bowl and bring them to the table,and to leave the cum on her face.

it was great watching her walk around nude while she did those things, it gave me a really hard cock that I needed her to take care of. and I know those guys were having a hard time concentrating on the game aftr what they watched alittlle awhile ago.

so I decided not to make them wait anymore. aftr she came back to the table with the food, I told her that she is to get on her hands and knees and crawl undr the table and she is to go up to each one of us, and she is to service our cocks over and over again till I tell her to stop. I also told her that she better do a good job when she is down their.

so throughout the first couple of games that we tried to play, she would go around to each one of us. you could tell where she was because the guy being serviced couldnt focus on anything except the feel of her lips sliding back and forth on his cock. then all of a sudden he would let out a loud moan as she was jerking him off on her face.

when she got to me I had a big hardon ready for her and she went to town like a hungry cock slut is suppose to. sliding her lips back and forth as I was trying to play my hand. she was making it so difficult to keep my composure. everytime I thought I was in control she seem to go faster and it would push me a littlle closer to the finish.

just as I went to put my card hand down to show them my full house, I completely lost all controll, I threw my head back and shot my load clear down her throat. over and oevr again I just kept pumping and pumping my cum it into her mouth. she just kept sucking my dick ovr and ovr again as I juttd my hips into her face.

I could barely move aftr I had finished cumming. she continued to lick and suck my cock clean like she did with all of us.

I was still in the throws of orgasmic bliss when she finished with my cock and moved to the next guy to start all over again.
I sat their listening and watching it as we played and it got me worked up almost right away, and she was making me very horny listening to her give pleasure to these guys, I didnt think I could make the wait again.

so aftr she finshed off a couple of the guys a 2nd time, I couldnt wait anymore. so I told the guys that I needed a time out from the game.

I told her to crawl out from undr the table. and aftr she did that, I told her to get up on the table and lay down on her back.

I climbed up on the table and moved up to her chest and straddled her chest and put my dick between her tits. I squeezed her tits together as I slid my dick back and forth as the guys sat and stood their watching, I told the two guys who didnt get a 2nd turn to stand on either side of the table and I told her to take care of them while I fuck her tits.

we went like this for several minutes till eventually all three of us jerked off on her face. after I finished cumming I looked down and cum was everywhere on her face, some drying up, some new cum sliding down her face and neck and in her hair. all three of us slid our dicks all over her face rubbing in the cum, then I told her to clean all three of us off. she made sure to get every last drop.

aftr we did that we got off the table and took a few minute break. she went to th bathroom and when she came back, we played another round of cards while she went back under the table and gave all of us another round of blowjobs.

at the end of the night, as 3 of the 4 guys left very satisfied and thoroughly drained, I was in the kitchen talking privately to her and she was all mad about having her do so much stuff that night and calling me sick and gross and all that.

I told her that whatevr she thought of me, that she is still going to get on her knees and do it whenevr I tell her to, unless she has no problems with me talking to her new husband to be.

in fact I decided it was about time that I calld her bluff. so aftr we had the disagreement in the kitchen, I went ovr to the cell, and calld him up. I knew he was probably still out but I knew I be able to get in touch with him.

she got all bent out of shape when I started dialing the numbr and she saw it was his numbr.

I told her that not only am I going to talk to him, but that she is going to get ovr here with me and suckk my dick while I do it. as we were talking about that, my other friend that was still their came out of the bathroom again right then. I saw him and told him to come ovr to where we were, and I told her in private that not only is she going to suck me off but shes going to suck both fo us off while I talk to him. and that I wasnt going to hangup the phone till she made both of us cum

it was a great feeling having her lips sliding back and forth on my cock while I was talking to her fiance`, knowing she didnt want to, but that she had to, and that she will do it anytime that I want that.

unfortunately he was in the middle of something so he wound up hanging up before she could finish, but it was still fun that she was trying.
aftr I got off the cell with her fiance` me and my friend sat on the sofa and had her continue to pleasure us for well into the rest of the night, doing various things with us.

ever since that night, she seems to have a better undrstanding of her choicess and options, and what the consequences can be for her if she doesnt keep her end of the deal.
I am very willing to keep her secret for as long as she wants me too. but their are times when I sit by myself and realize, that the stuff shes trying to keep secret, at this point in her life I dont think it would be that big a deal of she told her husband. maybe back when it first started it was cause they were just starting out, but now that they been married for awhile, if she cant share her life with her husband, then what good is the marriage.

now having said that, I wont dare tell her that. thats up to her to figure that out on her own. for me, I love the fact that I can blackmail her into sucking my dick and my friends off anytime that I want, and I dont really want to lose that.

About the Author

anonymous

Last week was my 18th birthday and Mom got me a laptop computer,its great I can sit on my bed and use it.
Monday morning she walked into my room without knocking and thats not right.
My screen had just brought up 18 yr.old rapes his 40 yr.old Mom amd my Mom is 40.
The woman on the screen had on a white bathrobe and so did Mom.
The woman on the screen was a little heavy with big tits and so is my Mom. I had my back to the door and didn’t hear her come in she saw the screen and yelled ” I didn’t get you that so you could watch that stuff.”
I jumped when I heard her voice and the computer keep showing pictures of the boy pushing his Mom to the bed her robe was open and her hairy pussy was it plain view.
My hard prick was in view because I had no pants on. I don’t know if Mom was looking at the screen or my prick. She came over to the bed and started hitting me I asked her to stop but she keep swinging her arms the top off her robe came open and I could see her tits were bare.
I guess I had never thought about sex and my Mom at the same time,but she looked just like the woman on my laptop.
The woman was now nude and the boy was pumping her pussy and holding her down.
Mom was right in front of me and I grabbed the belt of her robe the robe came open and I got my first look at her hairy pussy.
I reached out and grabbed her tit and pushed her on to the bed she landed spread eagle on it. She didn’t close her legs and I could see her whole slit. I jumped on her and held her arms as I didn’t want to get hit any more.
My hard cock was right between her legs and I knew I wanted to fuck her .
She wasted no time in tell me to get to fuck off her and get my prick out from between her legs.
With the belt from her robe I tied her arms togeather and than to the top of my bed. With me laying on her she could not get away and I knew I was going to have her right there on my bed.
I took one of her big tits and started sucking it she told me she was going to put me in jail if I didn’t stop right now.
She was yelling all sorts of things so I whispered in her ear ” If you don’t stop yelling i’m going to put some thing in your mouth like my hard cock.”
Her reply was ” you are a dirty pig and you will be sorry if you stick that thing into me.”
I glanced over at the screen and the boy had his prick in his Mom’s mouth. I just had to show her. ” I hope she bites it off, you and him are dirty pigs” she said.
” Mom I dont want to hurt you,but you are here and so am I and my prick is right at your pussy so I might as well give you a little fuck just relax and it won’t last long” I told her.
” Please don’t do this I have never had any one but your Dad in me ” she replied.
I put my hand between her legs and found her hole and stuck my finger in it then a second one. ” Stop it hurts i’m to tight for this and besides i’m not wet a pussy is suppose to be wet when you put that thing in it” she barked at me.
” Mom if you don’t want it to hurt spread your legs wide ” I told her. She did as I asked and I spit on my fingers and rubbed then around her hole. It seemed to be wet enough so I started rubbing my cock around the opening, than I pushed it in to her she let out a gasp and said ” you going to hurt me you cock is to big. ”
” Mom you are crazy if a baby can come out of your cunt surely my cock can go in ” I said. ” Don’t put it all in, No please ” she started crying.
” Mom relax its all the way in you and now i’m going to fuck you real slow at first then faster and faster and fill you up with cum and your going to help or i’m going to start shoving my fingers up your ass until you start moving your ass and fuck me good” I spoke softly in her ear.
” Oh, Son i’m not any good at this I just lay there and let Dad do what he wants ” she said.
” OH Mom your cunt fells so good I could just fuck you forever ” I said as I started moving a little faster.
” Son, hurry and finish I don’t like this ” she said as she started moving her ass up to meet me.
” Mom I love it keep moving your ass a little faster and I will fill your pussy with cum ” I told her.
” No don’t cum in me No don’t ” she said ” I don’t want your seed in my thing.”
” What thing Mom? ” I asked.
” You know ” she replied.
” Say it Mom and just maybe I won’t ” I said.
” Don’t cum in my pussy,please ” she answered.
” Keep working your ass and make it great for me and maybe I won’t” I lied.
She was realy working it now and I grabbed her tits to hold on . ” Your prick is growing your going to cum take it out quick ” she yelled.
” Not yet Mom keep it up ” again I lied and let my load go deep in her pussy.
” Your cuming in me you son of a bitch ” she yelled at me.
” Thats right Mom your cunt is full of my juice and i’m going to pump every last drop into you and then i’m going to spread your legs open wide and see a real creampie ” I told her.
” Don’t do this to me you leave me no shame your Father has never looked into my pussy after we did it ” she said in a sad voice. I was between her legs now watching my cum run out of her and down her ass crack I reached up and started rubbing her hairy mound then I bent forward and kissed the most beautiful cunt I had ever seen…..

About the Author

Al Jones – retired to Florida

He forced Henry, Tom and I into the back pool room and tied them up hand and foot with heavy cord. He tore some towels and shoved them into their mouths. He tied my hands behind my back and took me back in the bar where the cash register was and I had to tell him how to open it. After he took all the money we walked from behind the bar and he untied my hands. The gun was pointed at my head and he told me to take off all my clothes. I refused and he punched me on the side of my head and knocked me to the floor. Grabbing me by the hair he made me stand up and strip naked, and retied my hands behind my back. I was crying and begging him to leave, but he made me sit on a chair. He pulled down his pants and made me give him oral sex all the time holding the gun against my head with one hand and pulling my hair with the other. He kept pumping in and out of my mouth and when he came he forced me to swallow his cum. He pulled his pants back up and took me to the back room again naked. Henry and Tom were laying on the floor and he made me stand in between both of them. I was so humiliated I couldn’t stop crying and sobbing. I was forced to my knees with my hands still tied behind my back. He then grabbed Henry by the shirt and made him stand up in front of me. Putting the gun back against my head he made me pull down Henry’s pants and underware. Henry is 66 years old and like a father to me and I know he was really embarrassed. This guy then told me to give Henry oral sex and I started to cry uncontrolably. He again hit me and knocked me down where I was face to face with Tom. He pulled my hair to get me back on my knees and I tried to suck Henry but he was completely limp. My hands were untied and I was forced to hold Henrys penis and put it in my mouth. Henry was still limp and this guy made me start to masturbate him and Henry finally got hard and then I had to suck him again. The whole time I could see Tom watching everything since his face was only a foot away from my right knee. It must have been ten minutes or more before Henry finally ejaculated and I was forced to swallow Henrys come and then lick his penis and balls. He then pushed Henry back on the floor with his pants and underware still at his ankles. Next was Tom who he made stand up and made me strip him from the waist down. Tom is younger than me and I think he is 28 or 29. Aside from the humiliation of all three of us I knew Tom was extremely embarrassed as his penis was small and also limp. I was told to play with it and eventually Tom got an erection and it was only about four or five inches long. Again I was forced to give him oral sex and Tom didn’t take as long to cum as Henry did and again I was forced to swallow it. The guy pushed Tom back on the floor and made me go back to the barroom. Once there he tied my hands again behind my back and forced me face down over a table. He forced my panties into my mouth and raped me from behind both in the vagina and my rectum and I screamed and cried the whole time. When he was done with me he took me back to the pool room and tied me tightly to a support beam. I was right in front of Tom and Henry, who were still on the floor naked from the waist down. The guy took the keys from Henry and even locked the door when he left. The three of us struggled for over an hour to get loose and finally Tom did and untied Henry and I. When the police came I was taken to the hospital where the humiliation started all over again. I had to undress again and submit to the worst gyno exam I ever had. I had never had anal sex before and when he forced his penis into me he actually tore a portion of my anus. I had to lay there while they put a stitch in it to stop the bleeding. And the embarrassment of answering all the questions by the police was almost as bad. They never caught the guy and I never went back to the bar again. I moved away a few months after all this since the whole town knew about what happened. People I didn’t even know that well would just smile at me. I only saw Tom and Henry once after that night and it was very awkward after what we went through. My mother still live there but when I visit I go at odd times so I don’t run into other people. After all this time I’m still embarrassed by it.

About the Author

I’m still a waitress but not in a bar anymore. I have a nice apartment and a boy friend who I didn’t tell this story to and am reluctant to do so.

My name is Laila and i was born in lebanon, i am currently living in usa and i would like to share my personal experiences.

please leave comments.

i grew up in a very strict house, i had to cover myself always, i was not allowed to have any boyfriends.

when i was 15, my body really started to develop and change. i was 4`11, 90 lbs, shoulder length black curly hair and black eyes. i wore a 32 b.

i began touching myself but never inserting fingers for it would make me lose my virginity.

in my culture, if a woman is not a virgin then no man will marry her.

1 day my family went out of town to visit family. i had a test that day so i did not go with them.

i came back in the afternoon and found the house empty, i decided i would finally do it. to insert a finger, i didnt care anymore about my virginity.

i went in the bathroom and sat on the toilet. i started to rub myself, it felt good. i slid in 1 finger and i screamed very loud.

all of a sudden the door opens and it is my 25 year old male cousin. he saw what i as doing and he was shocked.

i felt so bad and embarassed, i wanted to cry. he asked me ” what are you doing in here ? “.

i said ” i was just using the toilet”. He saw what i was doing so he knew i was lying.
He knew that i had fingered myself so i was not a virgin anymore.

i was scared that he would tell people, i stood up and begged him not to tell anybody.
He just smiled and stepped in the bathroom and closed the door.

i took 3 steps back unsure what he was doing. he said ” i won`t tell anybody but you go to do something for me”.

i replied ” what ?, he unzipped his pants and before i knew it, i had seen a penis for the very 1st time.

he pushed me forward and i sat back on the toilet. i was shocked and shy at the same time. he rubbed his penis on my face and i felt shy.

he grabbed my chin with his hand and made me look up at his face, he said ” open your mouth ” and i did not knowing what he wanted me to do.

while gripping my chin, with his other hand he put his penis in my mouth. i could feel the head touching my lips and going into my small mouth.

he was 25 and i was 14 so he was a little too big for me. he put 2-3 inches in my mouth and i could feel my tongue curling back.

he went a bit deeper maybe 1 or 2 inches and i gagged, i tried to take it out of my mouth by moving my head back but he put 1 hand on the back of my head and 1 hand on my chin and gripped very hard.

i didnt know which hurt more, the bacl of my hair being gripped or his huge penis in my mouth.

i began to panic, trying to get some air, i opened my mouth as wide as i could to try to breath in air through the sides.

as i took in as much air as i could, he shoved his whole penis in my mouth until it reached my throat.

i started to gag again and i thought i was going to die. he pushed the back of my head towards his stomach and his penis was in my throat for 2 to 3 seconds.

i tried desperately for him to release me but i couldn`t. i started to wave my hands and arms in the air.

i though i was going to faint but finally he released me and i fell to the ground gasping for air.

i felt like i was very close to vomiting, i began to shed tears and cry. i was crying because i regretted that i had fingered myself and that i just had a penis chocking me.

i looke up at my couisn and asked ” can i leave now please “, he said ” not yet ” and turned my face towards his penis.

i closed my eyes and cried, while saying ” please please ” he slid his penis in my mouth again making my words stop short.

i tried to push off his thighs but he had grabbed my hair. he began fucking my mouth very fast, making sure that his penis went straight down.

he went in and out very fast and i began to vomit. he did not care, he just kep his penis in my mouth while i was vomiting.

” good girl ” he exclaimed and i let out a loud scream with his penis still in my mouth.

i was very scared at this point, not sure what he would do to me or what would happen to me if anybody knew what i had done.

i tried to say the word “please ” with his penis in my mouth but it was blocking my words.

more tears ran down my face as he thrusted his penis in my mouth again. everytime he would go in, i would gag.

he started to go very deep and fast but all of a sudden he started to slow down and he began to moan. i didnt know what was going on.

he pushed my head down and his penis reached the back of my throat. i gagged. at the same time, warm sour sperm filled my mouth and throat.

i didn`t know what it was but i knew it was disgusting as i swallowed what was already in my throat. i tried with all my strength to move away from him but he held my head down.

sperm slid out the sides of my mouth as i screamed and cried. he continued to face fuck me after he ejaculated forcing me to suck the remaining sperm from his penis.

he pulled out of my mouth, spit on my face and walked out. i sat there crying, humiliated with sperm in my mouth, chin and chest.

i sat there for 5 minutes crying, took a shower, got cleaned and went to sleep just hoping it was all a nightmare.

if it wasn`t, would he ever try again ?

About the Author

An Arab woman sharing personal experiences.